I COULD IF THEY WEREN'T ALL DEAD I'M CRYING SO HARD I'M SCREAMING HELP ME PLEASE
two. am.sick and tired of fighting with youtwo. am. by ~swedishfishes
i'm sick and throwing up because
i'm crying so hard
and i'm tired but i can't sleep
so why don't you
just give me a hug and rub
my back and tell me to go to sleep
and kiss my cheek and push me down
onto the couch, and join me?
You're so warm and after all
I really do like you
Pretty ThoughtsSure, it was cold, but her face was so flushed and her mind was racing, and she didn't notice a thing.Pretty Thoughts by ~swedishfishes
She curled up against the window, watching the sky grow darker still.
She was so worried.
She was so concerned.
She turned to look out the back window; what better to distract a rushing mind more than rushing streetlights.
The rain came down suddenly, a washed out torrent of a windshield replacing the somewhat drizzly glass.
She felt his eyes on her face, but was terrified to meet his gaze.
Someone like him wouldn't even bother. He's too wonderful and you know he doesn't like you, he's told you! Come on, don't think for a second he'd waste his time on you.
She felt something crumble inside a bit, like her resolve had just sort of fractured. She felt her fingers brush against his arm and she tensed.
She pulled away to avoid the humiliation of him jerking away, maybe snapping at her. Snorting in irritation. Things she'd slowly grown ac
Hurt Me - Hannibal x Will"Your views of Doctor Lecter have changed? In what way, Will? Because I need you to work this case with him. And I need this case done soon." Jack Crawford's eyes were cold.Hurt Me - Hannibal x Will by ~swedishfishes
"I'm not comfortable working with him, that's all," Will said quietly, eyes darting around the room.
"Well get comfortable." Jack stood up and left, and Will could feel the slight resentment coming from him. He would have felt ashamed if he hadn't known about Hannibal. He would have been humiliated by Jack's rancor.
But Jack did not know that Hannibal ate people, therefore he was completely and totally at ease around him. He did not see Hannibal as Will did.
Will heard faint voices, as Hannibal and Jack conversed in the hallway.
Hannibal's smooth voice made Will shudder. "Trauma...people from the scene...offended in any way..."
Will shut out the voice and closed his eyes.
Will and Hannibal had been playing a game. There had been coquettish smiles and arch remarks. Low laughter as they shared a drink in the dark. Bu
i've been crying to it since i was youngi sang with my heroes the other nighti've been crying to it since i was young by ~swedishfishes
in an ac/dc shirt and jeans and converse
and i could feel my hair in my face
as i screamed and cried and laughed as
i let out those words that i love so much
and i can't begin to form the right words
to say that that was the most
beautiful time in my life and that as i saw
him sing and i saw them play and
i watched as he sang his heart out
and i wanted to do the same so badly
i wrote out "stay free" on my knuckles
and i jutted my fist into the air as
i let the words loose and i could almost
feel them flutter away and soar
instead of cripple and die like the do usually
and i feel proud because of that
and i can't hear or walk right today
i'm so sore and i'm proud of that
i felt my words go free and every time
my loose feet slammed into the ground
to push me higher
i felt like flying
i let them out and breathed them in
and i saw other souls there
just like me and i felt their skin on mine
and i could feel those hea